Stikkord: Tante Ellen (Savoldelli. Født Ribsskog)
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Dette mener finnmarkingene at er hjemme hos Ellen, (men jeg lurer på om det er hjemme hos min Berlin-kusine Rahel, (Ellen sin datter), som er halvt sveitsisk/italiensk, (etter sin far Reto Savoldelli), og har en argentinsk ektemann, som hu har en sønn med, (han gutten på bildet)):
Min yngre kusine Rahel, (datter av tante Ellen og Reto Savoldelli fra Sveits/Italia), har farga håret sitt blondt, for å hedre sin avdøde mor Ellen, (kan det virke som)
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Tante Ellen, (og onkel Martin), snøyt meg jo for arv, da min mormor Ingeborg døde, i 2009.
For min mor døde, i 1999.
Så jeg skulle da, (i 2009), ha fått en del av min mors arv, etter sine foreldre, (min morfar døde på midten av 80-tallet, og det ble ikke foretatt noe skifte, da han døde).
Men jeg fikk ikke noe arv.
Så det er mulig, at det er Rahel, som jeg da må klage på, (i tillegg til Martin), siden at hu er tante Ellen sin datter.
(For å si det sånn).
Så sånn er muligens det.
Bare noe jeg tenkte på.
Mvh.
Erik Ribsskog
Mer om min mormors grandonkel Didrik Galtrup Gjedde Nyholm. (Fra Firda Folkeblad 27. september 1921)
https://www.nb.no/items/ef853738ed36d25e343fdcea1fed64c1?page=1&searchText=%22gjedde%20nyholm%22PS.
Hvis det var sånn, som det står, i artikkelen overfor.
At det var snakk om, at en Beichmann, skulle få jobben, som dommer, i ‘verdens høyesterett’, (som folkedomstolen i Haag ble kalt).
Så var det kanskje litt rart.
Det at tante Ellen, hadde hippie-bryllup, med Diderik Beichmann, i bestemor Ingeborg sitt 90 års-selskap, i 2007.
Hm.
Så sånn var vel det.
Bare noe jeg tenkte på.
Mvh.
Erik Ribsskog
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https://johncons-blogg.net/2010/02/dette-var-vel-det-siste-brevet-jeg-fikk.htmlPS 3.
Brevet overfor, er fra 2008.
Og det var året før bestemor Ingeborg døde.
Og tante Ellen og Diderik Beichmann er visst også døde nå.(For å si det sånn).
Så sånn er visst det.
Bare noe jeg tenkte på.
Men men.
Her kan man se noe tante Ellen skrev mens hu fortsatt levde
https://www.facebook.com/permalink.php?story_fbid=886070444841380&id=100003152994972PS.
Man kan se at min mors yngre søsken Martin og Ellen, (aka. arv-ranerne).
De rotta seg sammen, i Berlin, (hos Ellen sin datter Rahel Savoldelli), noen år før tante Ellen døde.
(Noe sånt).
Så sånn var det.
Bare noe jeg tenkte på.
Mvh.
Erik Ribsskog
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Session Start: ons. apr 21 12:05:15 2021Session Ident: #quiz-show[00:05.15] <cxp> death feels good[00:05.21] <cxp> becoming nothing[00:05.47] <skorpion> Okay, bro[00:11.04] <cxp> try it[00:11.07] <cxp> start dying[00:13.22] <skorpion> You’re such a classical depressed whiner[00:13.46] <skorpion> You’re in that phase where you’re just deliberately exacerbating your own misery[00:14.11] <skorpion> You’re depressed. Deal with it.[00:14.42] <skorpion> Try to face reality for once[00:14.47] <skorpion> See how that makes you feel[00:14.51] <cxp> you want to die every fucking die[00:14.55] <cxp> day*[00:15.00] <skorpion> Lol, no[00:15.10] <skorpion> I deal with my depression[00:15.20] <cxp> you don’t even dare sleeping[00:15.23] <cxp> like normal human beings[00:15.29] <skorpion> I have sleeping issues[00:15.33] <skorpion> Nothing to do with daring[00:15.39] <cxp> applegroo: your problem is that you want to smash[00:16.07] <skorpion> applegroo, his problem is that he craves[00:16.13] <cxp> smash your skulll on a mountain[00:16.15] <skorpion> Being depressed used to give him a good feeling[00:16.18] <cxp> that is your secret wish, applegroo[00:16.40] <skorpion> So now he is just chasing that feeling until the end of time[00:17.03] <skorpion> Same thing with his trolling[00:17.13] <skorpion> It used to give him a nice warm feeling to troll on IRC[00:17.18] <skorpion> So he just kept doing it more and more[00:17.23] <skorpion> More and more extreme trolling[00:17.28] <skorpion> Then one day, it gave him nothing[00:17.32] <skorpion> So he became sad[00:18.13] <skorpion> He’s a leecher of positive energy[00:18.30] <skorpion> He’s a fucking black hole[00:19.39] <cxp> skorpion: your brain is severely damaged[00:19.45] <cxp> from whatever the fuck drugs you took[00:20.02] <cxp> you are a total loser on irc[00:20.09] <skorpion> Your perception of me is so off[00:20.16] <skorpion> You still haven’t figured out that I’m a straight arrow[00:20.39] <cxp> 3rd after loller (biggest loser) and john_cons (madhouse loser)[00:21.20] <cxp> applegroo: you want to die , but didn’t figure out yet how[00:21.42] <cxp> you got a byke[00:21.46] <cxp> take it to the limit[00:21.48] <cxp> and smash[00:22.14] <cxp> skorpion: you are a cockroach of irc[00:22.27] <cxp> hiding in obscure places such as this corner of a madhouse[00:22.39] <cxp> the #quiz-show shit[00:22.49] <skorpion> I’m in #Norway[00:23.07] <skorpion> Which now has more normalfags than ever before[00:23.19] <skorpion> In its whole history on IRC[00:23.47] <cxp> maybe your fate was sealed[00:23.51] <cxp> from birth[00:24.10] <cxp> you cannot overcome your limitations[00:24.19] <cxp> you just rot jobless on nav[00:24.42] <skorpion> If I could overcome them, they wouldn’t be my limitations[00:24.44] <skorpion> Idiot[00:25.14] <cxp> you lack willpower[00:25.17] <cxp> moron[00:25.48] <skorpion> True[00:26.13] <skorpion> But here’s the thing, Chris[00:26.19] <skorpion> Every time someone says something about you[00:26.28] <skorpion> Something negative[00:26.33] <skorpion> You immediately deflect[00:26.42] <skorpion> And start talking about other people[00:26.56] <skorpion> Look at yourself, faggot[00:28.14] <skorpion> I’m starting to think that you maybe were severely beaten as a child[00:28.27] <skorpion> This is how you became this extremely fragile and sensitive person[00:28.46] <skorpion> Who is afraid of looking at himself[00:29.50] <skorpion> This is perhaps also why you never want to answer questions about your family.[00:29.56] <skorpion> You always dodge them.[00:31.59] <cxp> true[00:32.07] <cxp> why talk about private things[00:32.17] <cxp> especially when they are ugly[00:37.07] <skorpion> Lol. You’re talking about death and killing yourself day and night[00:37.30] <cxp> life is ugly[00:37.31] <cxp> a nightmare[00:37.43] <skorpion> Then share your ugliness[00:37.47] <skorpion> Share your life story[00:39.01] <cxp> you know it[00:39.04] <cxp> a nightmare[00:39.12] <skorpion> No, I don’t[00:39.19] <cxp> even the fact i was on irc for so long is part of the nightmare[00:39.27] <skorpion> Not the specifics[00:39.34] <cxp> happy people do not ever enter IRC[00:39.38] <cxp> or even use internet[00:39.46] <cxp> they are too busy enjoying life[00:40.10] <cxp> irc is for fucked up failures about to go down in flames[00:40.42] <skorpion> You want to revel in misery, but only in this vague, abstracted misery you have created for yourself[00:40.49] <skorpion> You don’t want to face the real misery[00:40.58] <skorpion> You don’t want to talk about the real facts[00:42.36] <skorpion> You grew up in a Romanian orphanage or something?[00:42.43] <skorpion> We used to hear alot about those[00:43.04] <skorpion> In Norway[00:44.23] <cxp> yes[00:44.29] <cxp> they found me in garbage[00:44.47] <skorpion> True?[00:48.53] <cxp> whatever makes you happy[00:48.59] <cxp> in your delusional assumptions[00:49.04] <cxp> just like i am creative about gnom[00:49.15] <cxp> imagining things since he refuses to share his life story[00:49.39] <cxp> i live in his past[00:49.40] <cxp> lol[00:51.01] <skorpion> I am guessing, true[00:51.05] <skorpion> You’re making statements[00:51.10] <skorpion> Big difference[00:51.47] <skorpion> I’m ASKING you[00:52.32] <skorpion> If you don’t want to share anything, there is no point in listening to your pointless whining[00:53.01] <skorpion> It means you probably don’t have any good reasons for the whining[00:53.12] <skorpion> So no need to feel sorry for you.[00:54.22] <cxp> why should i whine[00:55.58] <skorpion> Good question[00:56.02] <skorpion> Ask yourself that question[00:57.08] <cxp> yes[00:57.09] <cxp> why[00:57.11] <cxp> i dont like to whine[01:00.35] <skorpion> LOL[01:00.38] <skorpion> That’s a big lol[01:00.42] <skorpion> You love whining[01:00.49] <skorpion> Like I told applegroo earlier[01:00.56] <skorpion> You used to get a good feeling from whining[01:01.19] <skorpion> But you’ve whined so much now it’s not giving you anything anymore[01:01.40] <skorpion> Hence your misery[01:09.27] <cxp> nope[01:09.34] <cxp> i whine, but not detailing[01:09.38] <cxp> so it is not really whining[01:09.45] <cxp> just a generic whining[01:09.49] <cxp> about how life sucks[01:10.39] <skorpion> Wow, such a stupid excuse[01:15.23] <cxp> what excuse ?[01:15.34] <cxp> if i write why i whine, it would mean i really whine[01:15.47] <cxp> if i just write generic whining, it is moderate level[01:15.52] <cxp> not desperation[01:16.25] <skorpion> Moderate level?[01:16.26] <skorpion> Lol[01:16.42] <skorpion> Okay, bro[01:16.50] <skorpion> Whatever you say[01:16.59] <cxp> where do you see intense whining?[01:17.09] <cxp> since i don’t even talk about personal reasons for whining[01:17.10] <cxp> moron[02:05.47] <cxp> https://imgur.com/45VDTdN[02:05.56] <cxp> see ? i make art too[02:06.00] <cxp> i made that in Excel[02:30.02] <skorpion> It looks like Romanian wallpaper from the 1970s[02:30.09] <skorpion> Something like that[02:41.30] <john_cons> cxp: my aunt Ellen did charity-work for romanian kids/retards, after the end of the cold war[02:41.48] <john_cons> https://johncons-blogg.net/2021/04/tante-ellen-hadde-et-slags-kall-som.html[02:50.44] <skorpion> Yeah, many Norwegian do-gooders were into that[02:51.27] <skorpion> I remember one of our neighbors used to collect old clothes and send them to Romania[02:52.15] <skorpion> Who knows, maybe you’ve used my old underwear, Chris[03:06.35] <john_cons> my aunt lived in switzerland and had a son (joakim) that was a retard/mongoloid, (joakim was one year older than me, they’re both dead now)[03:07.00] <john_cons> and my aunt wanted to help the retarded children in romania, because noone cared for them after the end of the cold war, she said[03:45.48] <skorpion> Yes, they had many orphans[03:45.59] <skorpion> Lots of kids with mental and physical disabilities[03:46.13] <skorpion> Tragic situation[03:50.31] <john_cons> ellen fikk en datter (rahel) med sin sveitsisk/italienske ektemann reto savoldelli, i 1978, (ni år etter at joakim ble født)[03:50.44] <john_cons> for de mente at rahel liksom skulle være joakim sin medisin[03:51.17] <john_cons> for da ville joakim (som var veldig tilbakestående, han lærte vel aldri å snakke), liksom herme etter rahel, og bli normal[03:51.34] <john_cons> noe min farfar mente var uetisk, (husker jeg)[03:52.06] <john_cons> å få en unge, kun for at den liksom skulle som medisin, for en annen unge[03:52.07] <john_cons> noe sånt[04:25.20] <cxp> i like how john_cons documents history[04:25.38] <cxp> i dont know much about my aunts, etc[04:25.58] <cxp> and i started to forget them[04:26.09] <cxp> tidlig demena[04:26.14] <cxp> demens*[04:30.29] <john_cons> you chatted something about an orphanage, so perhaps you knew my aunt, (from her work with poor children in romania), i was thinking[04:31.07] <john_cons> ellen ribsskog savoldelli[04:31.10] <john_cons> her name was[04:32.43] <john_cons> skorpion sometimes jokes in a way i don’t understand (like with amanita in 2012), so it could have a been a joke i didn’t get right away[04:39.59] <john_cons> one of my grandmothers was danish-born and she always sent letters to everyone, informing them about what the other relatives where doing, so not much chance of forgetting an aunt etc[04:43.16] <skorpion> Yes, chats with cxp always fluctuate between jokes and seriousness[04:43.23] <skorpion> You just can’t take the guy seriously after a while[04:43.32] <skorpion> But the comment about orphanages was actually serious[04:43.38] <skorpion> I was trying to dig into his past[04:43.45] <skorpion> But he won’t talk about it[04:43.52] <skorpion> But anyway[04:43.57] <skorpion> Good night, chatters![04:44.05] * skorpion (~realSkorp@172.51-175-153.customer.lyse.net) Quit (Quit: Leaving)[05:26.47] * applegroo (~applegroo@2001:19f0:5c01:34a:5400:ff:fe53:4567) Quit (Quit: ZNC – https://znc.in)[05:29.40] * applegroo (~applegroo@2001:19f0:5c01:34a:5400:ff:fe53:4567) has joined channel #quiz-show[05:44.38] * blablabot (~blablabot@159-32-81-51.sisrv.net) Quit (Ping timeout: 857 seconds)[06:05.14] * blablabot (~blablabot@159-32-81-51.sisrv.net) has joined channel #quiz-show[08:01.19] * applegroo (~applegroo@2001:19f0:5c01:34a:5400:ff:fe53:4567) Quit (se.hub irc.nordunet.se)[08:07.57] * applegroo (~applegroo@2001:19f0:5c01:34a:5400:ff:fe53:4567) has joined channel #quiz-show[08:21.19] * applegroo (~applegroo@2001:19f0:5c01:34a:5400:ff:fe53:4567) Quit (se.hub irc.nordunet.se)[08:39.16] * applegroo (~applegroo@2001:19f0:5c01:34a:5400:ff:fe53:4567) has joined channel #quiz-show[09:25.19] * loller (uid358106@id-358106.highgate.irccloud.com) Quit (Quit: Connection closed for inactivity)[13:10.28] * loller (uid358106@id-358106.highgate.irccloud.com) has joined channel #quiz-show[14:01.24] * skorpion (~realSkorp@172.51-175-153.customer.lyse.net) has joined channel #quiz-show[16:09.20] <cxp> i failed in life[16:09.28] <cxp> i should kill myself[16:10.27] <skorpion> Yeah[16:12.31] <cxp> yes[16:12.49] <cxp> failure is a capital offense[17:30.14] <cxp> i was born to fail[18:03.37] <skorpion> Yep[18:11.34] <skorpion> Indeed.[18:22.01] <cxp> a true artist has to suffer[18:22.24] <cxp> i want to drag skorpion out of his house and burn it down[18:22.48] <cxp> so he suffers homelessness and poverty[18:23.28] <cxp> his drawing skills will exponentially improve[18:27.38] <skorpion> Lol[18:27.39] <skorpion> Probably[18:27.42] <skorpion> Like Hitler[18:27.53] <skorpion> I shall achieve Hitler-level quality in my drawings[18:42.16] * loller_ (5926e057@ircip1.mibbit.com) has joined channel #quiz-show[19:27.16] <cxp> should I kill myself today ?[19:27.37] <cxp> i am 10% of what i should and could have been[19:27.55] <skorpion> Yes and yes.[19:27.55] <cxp> i am nauseated when i realize my failure[19:28.02] <skorpion> Naturally.[19:28.20] <cxp> when i get moments of clarity, of self-awareness[19:29.19] <cxp> the gigantic gap, the abyss between what is and whst should have been[19:29.25] <cxp> what*[19:29.43] <cxp> my failure is stunning[19:29.46] <cxp> unreal[19:30.04] <cxp> to waste my life so abjectly[19:30.18] <cxp> i deserve a bullet to the head[19:30.50] <cxp> irc is just some venting channel[19:31.01] <cxp> some swan song[19:31.25] <cxp> i am a pile of misery[19:31.38] <cxp> and i live in misery and fear[19:31.59] <cxp> a bullet would save me[19:32.05] <cxp> an easy way out[19:48.09] <skorpion> So why do you think you deserve it?[19:48.45] <cxp> to end my misery, my fear, my mental torment[19:49.15] <skorpion> I asked you why you deserved it, not what it should be used for[19:52.05] <cxp> i deserve peace[19:52.20] <skorpion> Why?[19:53.55] <cxp> dont ask me[19:53.59] <cxp> i am biased[19:55.44] <skorpion> Okay, applegroo do you think he deserves it? loller?[19:55.59] <skorpion> I don’t think anyone think you deserve it[19:58.25] <cxp> my misery will outlive everyone[20:45.33] * skorpa (~realSkorp@172.51-175-153.customer.lyse.net) has joined channel #quiz-show[20:46.12] <skorpa> https://youtu.be/5VVobKP3ato[20:46.26] <skorpa> MY FRIEND OF MISERY[20:46.30] <skorpa> Chris[20:53.07] * skorpion (~realSkorp@172.51-175-153.customer.lyse.net) Quit (Read error: Operation timed out)[21:40.58] <cxp> skorpa: you wanted to jump today[21:42.03] <skorpa> No[21:43.03] <cxp> from a fjord[21:43.12] <cxp> a cliff[21:43.22] <cxp> into the fjord[21:43.40] <cxp> angst og depresjon[21:43.46] <cxp> skizoaffektiv[21:43.51] <cxp> paranoid[21:44.01] <cxp> halusinasjoner[21:44.36] <cxp> hjerneforstyrrelse[21:44.48] <cxp> Erik[21:45.03] <cxp> stemmene i hodet[21:45.25] <cxp> psykotiske medisiner[21:45.38] <cxp> full psykose[21:46.00] <cxp> å vise universet[21:46.14] <cxp> noen bestemte at jeg skulle DØ[21:46.40] <cxp> å snakke med selv[21:47.03] <cxp> telepatisk kontakt med folk på TV[21:47.28] <cxp> telepatiske evner[21:47.46] <cxp> å mumble samtalene med seg selv[21:47.50] <cxp> uroen[21:47.53] <cxp> kaoset[21:48.12] <cxp> det må ta slutt[21:48.30] <cxp> annerledes mamma[21:48.40] <skorpa> https://youtu.be/TMbnZoFIiQU[21:48.40] <cxp> Erik fikk fri[21:48.47] <skorpa> I added a little bit of music to my drawing[21:48.51] <skorpa> Tribute to you, Chris[21:49.16] <cxp> foreldrene er psykisk syke i Norge[21:49.21] <cxp> tusenvis[21:49.40] <cxp> de trenger omsorg[21:50.02] <cxp> pappas medisiner[21:50.14] <cxp> for mye ansvar[21:50.22] <cxp> de må roe ned[21:50.46] <cxp> tvangsinnleggelse[21:51.29] <cxp> dømmedags[21:51.34] <cxp> domme?[21:51.46] <cxp> med politi til sykehus[21:52.12] <cxp> lettelse å ha mamma i sykehus[21:52.20] <cxp> var du redd?[21:52.31] <skorpa> Hva faen skjer[21:52.34] <cxp> å gå til himmelen[21:52.58] <cxp> indre urp[21:53.01] <cxp> uro[21:53.11] <cxp> jeg var lei meg[21:53.36] <cxp> det tok knekka på meg[21:53.39] <skorpa> cxp, did you see the video[21:53.45] <cxp> det hindrer meg[21:53.53] <cxp> er du bitter?[21:53.57] <cxp> forbanna[21:54.01] <cxp> mye sint[21:54.11] * loller_ (5926e057@ircip1.mibbit.com) Quit (Quit: https://mibbit.com Online IRC Client)[21:54.19] <cxp> følelsemessig[21:54.25] <cxp> livsvarig sorg[21:54.35] <cxp> jeg stoler ikke på folk[21:54.56] <cxp> en prosess[21:55.03] <cxp> jeg føler skyld[21:55.27] <cxp> barna mine? aldri[21:55.34] <cxp> å håndtere helvete[21:55.45] <cxp> psykose[21:56.02] <cxp> jeg trenger å bli passet på[21:56.19] <cxp> i ferd å bli syk[21:56.36] <cxp> det værste som kan skje[21:56.43] <cxp> sterk medisinert[21:57.08] <cxp> å holde sjelen i SJOKK[21:57.23] <cxp> psykologi[21:57.48] <cxp> i bakhodet? ingenting[21:57.58] <cxp> psykotiske symptomer[21:58.31] <cxp> det er farlig[21:59.02] <cxp> resten av livet i psykose[21:59.17] <cxp> å være ydmyk[21:59.48] <cxp> krevende forhold[22:00.02] <cxp> sinte foreldrer[22:00.17] <cxp> sinte barn[22:00.29] <cxp> jeg er ferdig[22:01.54] <cxp> dumnezeii ma-tii[22:17.33] <skorpa> applegroo, har du sett ham sånn som dette før?
